Living on the edge

I’ve always said my mind is my greatest gift and also my greatest curse. I wish I could switch it off, just live without the constant negative voices circling, pulling me down, making me doubt, painting pictures of the worst possible things happening. I want to left alone, I want to be in the moment…

Inspiration

I am feeling really edgy, so edgy that I felt I needed to write, to put down what’s going through my head. Hopefully by doing that I can get it out of my mind and let me get on with life. Well I can hope, can’t I? Life seems to be happening out of my…

Look after yourself…

I’ve not been well, actually I have a serious health problem which has been hanging over my head for a few years now. I try not to think about it most of the time as there’s nothing I can do until my next check-up but I have a horrible feeling of things going on inside…

Motivation? What’s that…

It’s so easy to write a nice, new, clean blog post, get a few likes and feel motivated. But then the next post gets ignored, so what’s wrong with you lot? Or more importantly what’s wrong with me? I’m writing this for me, putting it on here to make it real but it’s funny how…

Really? Really?

Is it the start or just another start? Can I really stop criticizing myself and waiting for disaster?